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Love Crumbs

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  1: What? When you work on yourself, you are investing in your own growth and happiness. You are taking the time to heal your past, learn new things, and overall become the best version of yourself. This is a journey that takes lots of time and effort, and it is one that is incredibly rewarding. One of the most important things you can do for yourself when you are working on yourself is to set boundaries. This means saying no to things that are not good for you, and demanding the love and respect that you deserve, from your point of view, remember, love has two directions. Love crumbs are not acceptable for those of us who work in the self. Love crumbs are the scraps of attention and affection that someone gives you when they are not really interested in you , not at a deeper level, at least not enough to make them decide for you. They may text you once a day, or call you when they are bored. They may make plans with you and then cancel at the last minute. They may give you mixed ...

The Whole Package, Delivered to the Wrong Address

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I have always been a romantic guy. I believe in love at first sight, happily ever afters, and the power of true connection. But after many breakups, I have adopted the way of thinking that perhaps I have been a bit too idealistic. You see, has that ever happen to you, that your partner was the whole package?. handsome, funny, intelligent, and successful, everything you could ever want in a man/woman. But for some reason, it just didn't work out. We come to the realization that sometimes, we can be the whole package and still end up at the wrong address. It's not that there's anything wrong with us. It's just that the other person isn't ready or willing to receive you as you are. I know this is a hard pill to swallow, but it's important to remember that it's not the end of the world. There are plenty of other fish in the sea, and I'm sure that one day we'll find someone who is truly meant for us. Having said that, in the meantime, we have to f...

Pills for de-demonizing (Pastillas para anti-endemoniar) (English Only)

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DISCLAIMER : If this is you, as in you, the person who is reading this, don´t watch this video. It will certainly fuck your head, is called SM or Short Memory Syndrome. Excerpt from one of my favourite songs, yeah, the kind that wakes up the neighbours, with my Haffler surround... god damn! Anyway, Here: ------------------------------------------------- Just a steel town girl on a Saturday night looking for the fight of her life in the real time world no one sees her at all the all say she is crazy Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart changing woman into light she has danced into the danger zone WHEN THE DANCER BECOMES THE DANCE!!!! It can cut you like a knife if the gift becomes the fire ON THE WIRE BETWEEN WILL AND WHAT WILL BE!!! SHE'S A MANIAC MANIAC ON THE FLOOR AND SHE IS DANCING LIKE SHE'S NEVER DANCED BEFORE!!!! ----------------------------------------------------- A person can not be described by a feature, nevertheless a characteristic. How so, there's more en...

The asshole

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This is the part of my life I call -THE ASSHOLE- , that fucking thing that lives inside of me that makes me have a curse and a blessing at the same damn time: the ability to tell the truth. And one day, the rolling gigantic ball of snow that was coming down for a while, devastating anything on it's path, came to land, or for the sake of more -agro- type wording, Shit hits the fan. In what contest? For that we need a definition. quimera Del  lat.   chimaera,  y este del  gr.  χίμαιρα  chímaira. 1.  En   la   mitología   clásica ,  monstruo   imaginario   que   vomitaba   llamas   y   tenía   cabeza   de   león ,  vientre   de   cabra   y   cola   de   dragón . 2.  Aquello   que   se   propone   a   la   imaginación   como   posible   o   verdadero ,  no   siéndolo . Aquello que se propone la...

The lies and truths within corporate fuckery

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We dive deep into the channels of communication, as made of ethereal matter that confiscates the wellness of people who work for a who, nevertheless for a what. The tough side of the matter is when we believe that the kind of communication is true. As corporate employees we should be able to inherently perceive the feelings , structure and intent in every conversation we have, although,  this is  not always the case, and this is where this story starts. Sometimes deep in our chain of communication comes a time where we need to decide what is the type of path that we lean towards choosing, and instead of analysing porter's pyramid on those decisions, we need to become lenient to ourselves and ask: ¿Is this what I really need? - and how does this reflect on the type of purpose I want to have towards this career path.... Perhaps as soon as we smell a hint of betrayal , which most of the time is residing deep in our imaginations, we act upon it as imperfect human bein...

The Welder

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  Life, as the all sudden all complex paradox that it is, lead us to complex situations all the time, whether is our fault or not, we can withstand some of those, some others can only be spoken in riddles, Hence the story of the welder: Once upon a time, there was a young welder named Chimæra , who's name had been chosen by his parents to describe a mythical creature with parts taken from various animals, to describe him as composed of disparate parts and perceived as wildly imaginative, implausible and dazzling . He was a very skilled welder, and he loved his work. He loved the feeling of the heat on his skin, the smell of the welding rods, and the sound of the arc as it fused the metal together. He loved the challenge of creating something new from raw materials, and he loved the satisfaction of seeing his work come to life . One day, Chimæra was welding on a bridge when he saw a beautiful cat like woman walking by. He was immediately smitten, and he followed her to comply to h...

I don't wanna love you

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It sounds bad, yes, however, how can we define that the perfect relationship is based on what? Age? Money? Compatibility? Character? I mean, yeah, some bit of each and much more, but what about love? Everyone fears that word now a days, we have all of this, first world problems (yeah, in Colombia too bitches), the coffee has too much milk and the delivery didn´t get here in time, the cleaning woman messed up my mirror type of shit, you know, again, first world problems, the kind that don’t allow you to feel the real deal, to feel what is going on with that coffee, experience who made it, what was the feeling that was felt by making it, perhaps what was experience that made that delivery late, or what happened to that woman that made her scratch that mirror, was it, inexperience? Lack of care? Inability to differentiate what is expensive? Experience life! or, should I not tell you what to do? Perhaps you don’t like to be told what to do, in which case I won’t tell you what to do, howe...

Why do we fall?

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  I gotta clarify, this is art is from KAS:ST, and so what is in this marvellous song (2084), some pieces of this writing resemble and quote them, therefore it will be written differently. Having said this copyright stuff, let's go. "We are looking for this Lost Paradise but reality drag us and eternal deeper to Infinity  -to Infinity- there's only Shadow we are falling down beautiful and perfect world  and Rise Again" We are looking for this lost paradise, we surely are, as we rely on the "reality" that surrounds us, the reality we have been made to believe that is real, that same reality that drags us an eternal deeper to infinity. How do we create this idea of lost paradise on ourselves? This beautiful and perfect world that we started learning by tv shows like dragon ball, where there's no tangible evil, but only strategies to be learned about how to fit into the social construct. This social construct evolves as our inner demons are being shut off b...

The blueprint of a relationship disaster.

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Love is always enough but is never enough, we believe in the bullshit we carry around, although is a parallel dimension to what we really want and it consumes us as we modify ourselves good enough to -fit- within the profile of those who want change from us, even when we feel good to certain extent about who we really are. Today, was the day where I realized that no matter how solid matter is, it is indeed made within a vibratory state. We can think that something is solid and if we have the opportunity to change the state of vibration, perhaps we can observe the same something from the perspective of -not being solid- as we thought. Once upon a time, there was a couple named Alice and Jack. They met in college and fell deeply in love with each other. They had everything going for them, from their common interests to their shared sense of humour. They would spend hours talking to each other, sharing their dreams and aspirations for the future. It was the perfect relationship or so ...